Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.

ONE: Albert Einstein is THE man.

TWO: I had an awesome night.  It felt good to be around familiar faces, sharing laughs and having insane conversations about the universe, aliens, the Third Reich, time travel...and pizza.  Drove through a thunder storm to make it back to my house but it was totally worth it.   Perfect nights like this are hard to come by...they remind you how amazing it is to even be alive.

It was fun just being with friends and enjoying each others company--not doing anything particular.

I hope more nights/days like this are coming in the near future.

I'd rather be lonely, I'd rather be free

My mama never warned me about my own destructive appetite.

Letting go

This week has been pretty rough on me emotionally.  I had to let go of someone who means a lot to me.  Our 'friendship' just wasn't healthy anymore and it's time to focus on myself, not other people.  I want to get healthy physically and emotionally.   In order to do that, I have to get rid of things that aren't good for me and people who don't have  my best interest at heart.  As much as it sucks, I feel that I did the right thing.  It's hard to see the bright side of things lately but I'm getting there.  I've been more cheerful the last few days.  Things are starting to look up---they always do with time.

I also got rid of my facebook indefinitely.  It creates too much head noise and distraction.  I need to clear my mind and get more in touch with myself again.  I want my time spent to be productive and positive.

I've been reading a lot more which makes me incredibly happy.  I've never had a better friend than a book.

"A book must be the axe for the frozen sea within us" -Kafka

If you lifted my heart to your ear, you'd probably hear the ocean in it.

Fear.

I love being naked.

Naked in the morning
Naked in the evening.
Naked in front of the ac.
Naked while cleaning.
Naked while reading.


NAKEDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Looking Up

It feels so great not caring what other people think. I feel free and relaxed.