Letting go

This week has been pretty rough on me emotionally.  I had to let go of someone who means a lot to me.  Our 'friendship' just wasn't healthy anymore and it's time to focus on myself, not other people.  I want to get healthy physically and emotionally.   In order to do that, I have to get rid of things that aren't good for me and people who don't have  my best interest at heart.  As much as it sucks, I feel that I did the right thing.  It's hard to see the bright side of things lately but I'm getting there.  I've been more cheerful the last few days.  Things are starting to look up---they always do with time.

I also got rid of my facebook indefinitely.  It creates too much head noise and distraction.  I need to clear my mind and get more in touch with myself again.  I want my time spent to be productive and positive.

I've been reading a lot more which makes me incredibly happy.  I've never had a better friend than a book.

"A book must be the axe for the frozen sea within us" -Kafka